II.

My valiant yet unsuccessful effort to put others needs before my own. I'm failing miserably. I wish i were able to say "I'm dropping myself like a bad habit" but the contrary is obvious. I'm oblivious to everything that does not come into a head on collision with me and my wants/needs. What's so great about me anyway? On the brightside i do find success in these shortcomings. I can only hope that my efforts will one day yield positive results. One day it will be more than me, myself, and I; The holy trinity that i serve. One day I'll put things in the right perspective. But right now I'm working on it. Working towards serving, anyone and everyone. I've become aware that it's not about me and I'm progressing everyday to make what I say, and do, and show align with what I really, truly know.